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The movie was...it was pretty okay. Mostly, Girl had spent it being very aware of her own boundaries, very aware of Carson's. She's never been in this situation before. Any connections she'd managed to make out in the Zones had been fleeting, a few hours at most, warm bodies in scavenged sheets. This is different. This is a boy who had wanted to spend time with her, who'd danced with her. At one point, she'd wanted to hold his hand so much her fingers had itched.
She'd held onto a fistful of her skirt instead.
After the movie, the Mall feels incredibly, intensely bright. Girl had spent what felt like hours getting ready while Poison had helped. He'd picked out the polka dot skirt flaring slightly just above Girl's knees. Her hair is up, held back with red cotton that matches her lipstick.
Why does she still want to hold his hand?
"So," she says. "What are we doing next?"
She'd held onto a fistful of her skirt instead.
After the movie, the Mall feels incredibly, intensely bright. Girl had spent what felt like hours getting ready while Poison had helped. He'd picked out the polka dot skirt flaring slightly just above Girl's knees. Her hair is up, held back with red cotton that matches her lipstick.
Why does she still want to hold his hand?
"So," she says. "What are we doing next?"
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Date: 2016-06-21 06:22 am (UTC)"Yeah?" He questioned, glancing at the guitar in the window and away from the pretty profile of her face as she leaned in against him. There was still that itch under his skin, the one that said having someone so close should be unpleasant and abhorrent, but she was soft and warm and smelled nice so it was easier to ignore.
"C'mon," he decided, tugging lightly on her hand and towards the open door of the shop. "Maybe they have a model we can look at while you tell me about him."
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Date: 2016-06-21 06:53 am (UTC)"About Jet?" She lets him tug her through the door of the shop. "I don't talk about him as much as I talk about Ghoul. I don't know. Just easier to talk about Ghoul. Closer to the surface." She shrugs, suddenly self conscious. "Something." She wanders through the shop slightly ahead of him, her fingers loosely linked with his, still. "I remember them playing a lot."
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Date: 2016-06-21 07:03 am (UTC)"So they kind of raised you around music, huh?" He hazarded, careful to not push into the later part of the story, the sadder one. "Is Ghoul the one that taught you to play? Or did you figure that out on your own?"
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Date: 2016-06-21 07:09 am (UTC)"They both taught me," says Girl, glancing at him, smiling. She doesn't want to give him the impression that she doesn't want to talk about these things; she loves being able to talk about them when she kept it all bottled up for so long. "I remember, like, sitting in their laps and them showing me how to move my fingers on the strings? I play more like Ghoul though. It's more..." She makes a vague gesture with her free hand. "Chaotic? You should come the next time we do a gig."
She blushes darkly when she realises that she's essentially asked him out again.
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Date: 2016-06-21 07:24 am (UTC)It took him a second to realize she was basically asking him out for a second date, and he was flummoxed enough that he had to clear his throat before he could answer. "I could give that a try," he answered dryly, squeezing her hand in contrast to his tone. Honestly concerts weren't his scene. Too loud, too many people, too little sensibility. But maybe joining the crowd would be worth it if he got to see her on stage.
Or earn another one of those stupidly pretty smiles.
"It's not chaotic, but I could show you some of my articles," he offered, it suddenly occurring to him that this wild girl might find him dull. "I have some from home, and ones I've written here. Most of its from school, but I'm hoping once I'm in college it'll be more hard hitting material."
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Date: 2016-06-21 08:26 am (UTC)"Yeah," she says, smiling. "I'd...really like that, actually. I never went to school, so that might be really nice." She tugs her hand out of his, but only so she can reach for a guitar that looks exactly like Jet's. She lifts it carefully, almost reverently, sitting down in one of the available chairs and settling it across her lap.
"This is nice, right?" she says, looking doubtful for a moment. "You're having a good time?"
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Date: 2016-06-21 08:48 am (UTC)"This is really nice, actually." He agreed, his grin crooked but stuck in place. He shrugged, hooking his thumbs in his pockets. "What about you? I mean. I promised you boring stereotypical and I delivered, right?"
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Date: 2016-06-21 09:30 am (UTC)"Stereotypical, maybe, but I'm not bored," she says, running through a series of muffled chords. She bites her lip, practicing a particularly fiddly bit of fingering, one of the solos from Sing. She catches herself staring at him a little too long, the lines of his body, and blushes, looking down at her hands in feigned concentration.
"Nobody's ever done anything like this for me before."
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Date: 2016-06-21 09:53 am (UTC)"They should have," he blurted out before he could help himself. "Well. I mean, I get why they wouldn't have had the chance. But this is something that gets taken for granted, right? At least for people like me. There's no reason you shouldn't get to just... go out. Do normal things. Learn to take it for granted yourself." He considered for a moment. "I'm-- uh. I'm glad you let me, though."
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Date: 2016-06-21 10:09 am (UTC)Something in her chest goes warm and liquid when he says that and, if anything, she feels herself start to blush even darker. She bites her lip for a moment.
"You're making it really hard to be casual about this, man."
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Date: 2016-06-21 10:23 am (UTC)"Well, I kind of only have one setting." He admitted wryly, digging his hands deeper into his pockets and attempting to command his body into not reciprocating the blush. Hormonal idiocy and a pretty girl was no excuse to let himself get sloppy. "All or nothing. So, you know, fair warning. Just so you know what you're dealing with."
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Date: 2016-06-21 10:42 am (UTC)"All or nothing, huh?" asks Girl. She stands up, setting down the guitar carefully and then she moves closer. He's so much taller than her that she has to go all the way up on tiptoes to press a kiss against the corner of his mouth.
"Okay."
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Date: 2016-06-21 06:18 pm (UTC)It was boggling.
"All or nothing," he agreed, a tad stupidly with a glance down at the red swell of her mouth. He was hit with the sudden desire to not let it go easily, to not just sit back and be complacent, and that if anything, he wanted a real kiss. That he could have a real kiss. Fuck it, he thought. I made it this far without fucking up.
Dipping down he pressed a soft firm press to her lips, lingering only a moment before standing back upright and clearing his throat. His heartbeat seemed intent on performing some sort of drum solo, but he maintained a collected demeanor. "So. More guitars or time for greasy foodcourt pizza?"
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Date: 2016-06-21 06:27 pm (UTC)It's brief but it's a kiss, a proper kiss, and Girl just stares at him for a moment, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. She's intensely aware of her edges, then, of all the warm and liquid parts of her. She bites her lip for a moment.
"Food?"
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Date: 2016-06-21 06:58 pm (UTC)"C'mon, before the hipster at the counter tries to sell us something." He said, giving her hand a small tug.
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Date: 2016-06-21 07:14 pm (UTC)Girl hadn't been planning for this at all but then he takes her hand again and she thinks about Poison and Jack, how neither of them had been planning for that and then...boom! There it was. This isn't that, isn't love, but Girl can't help but be distracted by the warmth that threads its way through her ribcage.
"I've already got a guitar at home," she says, letting him lead her out of the shop. "And I'm used to not buying things. He ain't getting me."
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Date: 2016-06-21 08:11 pm (UTC)"Okay, important question." He proposed as they wandered closer to the foodcourt. "Are we getting slices or should I go all out and get a whole pizza? I'm not gonna lie, I could probably eat at least half on my own."
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Date: 2016-06-21 08:12 pm (UTC)"Let's get a whole one," says Girl, starting to rummage in her bag for her wallet. "And soda. I am still not over cold, fizzy drinks. They're amazing." She grins up at him and holds out some cash, eyebrows raised expectantly.
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Date: 2016-06-21 08:47 pm (UTC)Girl rolls her eyes, but she also puts her wallet away.
"Coke," she says, grinning at him. She leans up and takes another kiss, just because she's pretty sure she's allowed to. "I'll go get us a table?"
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Date: 2016-06-22 07:03 am (UTC)"You got it," he agreed, giving her hand a small squeeze before letting go. "I'll meet you there in a few minutes okay?" He lingered a minute before finally making himself turn and walk away, carefully determined to not glance back over his shoulder at her as he found the queue for the pizza place. Reflex betrayed him almost instantly however, and even as determined as he was, he couldn't resist flashing her a small half grin as he took his place in line.
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Date: 2016-06-22 07:20 am (UTC)Girl finds them a table tucked into the corner and sits fiddling on her phone for a few minutes, texting Poison to tell him that she's staying out for a while longer, texting that she's still alive and SO FAR SO GOOD. She worries her lip with her teeth for a moment. She glances up at Carson and, yeah, she totally looks at his ass while he's not looking.
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Date: 2016-06-22 08:37 am (UTC)Seriously. Cup-holders.
By the time he got the pizza and preciously balanced two obscenely large coke cups on the lid, he was genuinely expecting one last blow. Whether it was slipping on a freshly mopped floor or getting tripped by some imbecile happening by and wearing their meal home on his inevitable walk of shame. But as if by some divine intervention and only one terrifying cup wobble that magically righted itself, he made it over to the table in the corner occupied by the prettiest girl in the damn place without any sort of disaster.
Short of the horrifically overpriced pizza, that was.
"Either you're good luck, or I'm just having a good day." He decided as he slid her soda towards her. "I thought I was about to eat shit at least three times."
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Date: 2016-06-22 09:17 am (UTC)"Well, I made it this far," says Girl, with a smile, bending her head to take a swallow of her soda, her eyelashes fluttering at the sheer pleasure of it. "So maybe I am lucky." She grins at him. "You need to stick with me, clearly. I'll look after you."
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Date: 2016-06-22 09:38 am (UTC)"As for sticking with you... well, there are definitely worse things I could imagine."
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